Last Thursday May 21, our family suffered an enormous loss with the death of my cousin Kindra. It's something we have been dealing with for over a week now...and I still have trouble finding the words to express how sad I am. Kindra was not only a beautiful woman...she was a wonderful mommy to Piper and a friend to everyone...I don't think anyone can prepare you to lose someone you love so suddenly and unexpectedly. Ihave a strong faith but the death of a 31 year old woman who had so much life left to live makes me question everything I thought I knew. The reality is so hard to swallow...I just want to scream..that it's so UNFAIR...but God had a plan for Kindra...I know that I just don't have to like it!!
I'm so glad that I was able to spend some time with her earlier this month. I'm glad that the last time I saw her I vividly remember hugging her and telling her that I loved her. I'm devastated that I will never be able to talk to her again..I'm devastated for her 6 year old daughter who lost her mommy...I'm devastated for so much of what the future held for Kindra....but I hope with time the pain will ease a little. I have so many fun memories that I hope won't fade....one of which includes her dying my hair pink for Thanksgiving last year..hee hee. I hope that she knew how much I loved and admired her. Please if you would keep our family in your prayers...especially little Piper.